Im deleting my blog soon.
Although tumblr has provided many links with art, music, and other cultural things, I dont have the self control to restrain myself from its nonsense anymore. After seeing the film Submarine, I have decided that i should do more with my life than decide to waste my days sitting on a computer program looking at attractive musicians and downloading music. Tumblr has changed me in a way that i am not necessarily proud of. It has created a person that has developed a style of living based off of music and concerts, and where a band will be one day after the next. This isnt what I want of my life, I dont want to have my childhood wasted away by a silly blog. I need to focus on school, family, friends, and art that i create myself instead of obsessing over someone else’s masterpiece. I will still love and appreciate the music and musicians that I have come to admire from tumblr but from a distance. I have to make a commitment to myself. I mainly created this blog to feel like I wasnt alone and that some people cared, that sounds like im going to hurt myself or something but im not, I couldnt deal with the impersonality of everyone I know. The sad part is, Im writing this goodbye note, aware that only few of you will aknowledge it, but none, possibly one, will actually care. Its just another Text post filled with the gibberish that some sad person with some sad blog has written up in hopes of catching the attention of one of their followers. I realize that the longer I make this, the less likely it will be for someone to read it, so Ill cut to the chase. Its ironic that a movie that I was made aware of by Tumblr has caused me to be rid of it, but its true, submarine has opened my eyes for some odd, unexpected reason and I should be who I am, and Tumblr is affecting that. So if you need to say anything message me, Im deleting my blog in 24 hours. (that is, if I can figure out how.)